Over the past 6 months, I have been through various treatments, trying to kill the cancer that has returned. It has been an outgoing fight. I have done another clinical trial which I had to pivot from in December and now I am on a immunotherapy treatment which also includes 2 chemo drugs given every 2 weeks with a week break in between. All the symptoms of treatment have returned…my hair has fallen out for the 3rd time, I have neuropathy in my hands and feet, occasional stomach issues and nausea, and the unrelenting fatigue. It is easy to lose sight of things that bring me joy and gratitude.

I love the sound of a train whistle far in the distance when I lay in bed at night or just as I open my eyes in the morning. A hummingbird will sometimes peck at my bedroom window. My dog gives me sweet snuggles. Talking to my children and having them close by is just the best! Playing card games and watching a movie with my husband is another treat. Chatting with friends and family helps me stay connected. Hearing a song that brings back a special memory, knowing God is with me even when things don’t make sense. I hold these things dear and they help me stay grounded. Each day is a gift.