In October of 2023, I began treatment for pancreatic cancer. I’ve had 3 rounds of chemo therapy (all administered through a port on the right side of my chest), radiation, The Whipple surgery, integrative therapies, all sorts of labs, CT and PET scans, 2 ER/hospital stays and numerous doctor’s appointments. What this does not include are the side effects from chemo therapy; hair loss, mouth sores, fatigue, nausea and vomiting, loss of appetite, digestive issues, neuropathy (numbness and tingling in hands and feet), low blood cell counts, cognitive changes, emotional changes, and skin and nail changes.

Having trusted family and friends during this journey is invaluable. They provide a support network that significantly impacts my physical, emotional, and mental well-being. Knowing I can talk openly about my feelings reduces the emotional strain and helps me to stay strong on difficult days. Managing stress is a huge part of the healing process. Stress exacerbates treatment side effects and can weaken the immune system.

Lastly, but most importantly, is my relationship with God, which provides profound comfort, strength and meaning in a time of uncertainty and challenge. I draw strength from prayers and find comfort in scriptures (Isaiah 41:10, Psalm 23:4, Philippians 4:13). I look for God’s presence in small moments and use worship music for hope and encouragement. I trust in God’s purpose (Jeremiah 29:11) and trust Him in the healing process. I know He has a plan for my life even though I don’t always understand it. He uses everything for His glory.